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it’s spinning in my head
back and forth, the things that you just said
and I can’t comprehend
why it is I think your words to shreds
there is no image to distract me
and if one did
it would descend upon me
even worse
you are the sun
that’s aiming at my skin
but I still turn away and run
and even though I never bathe
it shows from day to day that I
burn
covering distance
these years show on my face
rain
these years show in my face
covering distance
these years show on my face
but my relief is that you burn with me
endlessly
these years show in my face
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Making Lists
03:18
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tell me everything about me
I lost all my worth, you doubt me
we started making lists
to not forget who we are
three columns, three hours, another step ahead, we still doubt us
but there’s a thing to help us, we fall in love again and save us
everything has come to an end
and you are my everything, the light from that house in the dark
the warmth on my chest as the water hits
so tell me what’s pounding in my head
and then I’ll tell you what’s in yours
everything has come to an end
still I refuse to let this go
tell me everything about me
I lost all my worth, you doubt me
we started making lists
to not forget who we are
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I Tear You Apart
03:24
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I’m taking self-pity baths in my room
for the mess I’ve made I blame you
my dear I know you've been through so much
and still I break all the things I touch
finding comfort in despair
deep breaths ease all the pain
forget everything
until tomorrow is the same
and you wait on me to grow
and I wait for you to know
I threw my years like stones into rivers
like a child breaking sticks not knowing why
and built the thinnest bridge over deep waters
while knowing that I could drown
finding comfort in despair
deep breaths ease all the pain
forget everything
until tomorrow hits the same
and you wait on me
you opened your heartstrings
and let me pull a bit
I tear you apart dear
and accuse you for it
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03:39
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press your eyes into your palms
feel the shaking in your arms
this choice you are about to make seems
harder than you thought
you can hear them say
it’s the only way
blind and misled
gone astray
and did you ever imagine this
to be your only wish?
you never asked for it
you never asked for this
your eyes get blurred
your face feels numb
and your throat hurts
every answer seems unpredictable
turn your back so you don’t have to see the fall
your eyes get blurred
and you can hear them speak
you’re just to weak
just obey and believe
everything’s fine, just obey and believe
you never thought of this
to be your only wish
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4:13
04:30
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let’s just kick this ailing ceiling to the ground
we must turn aside to see that every step we make is a mistake
we must question our feelings
what we want and who we are are not the things
how come that everything is happening
in our heads while we should be asleep
how could we end up like this
the quiet’s killing me
and everything is happening inside our heads
how could we end up like this
please say anything
all my flaws always staying with me
they made me what I am but never wanted to be
and the fact that we fail to see
makes me lose hope for us, you, me
breathe easy
find yourself
covered in these sheets
that make you safe and forget
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